Michael David Watson

A much-needed prayer and prophetic psalm the Lord has given me... a cry for the heart of pride, and a plea of surrender. Many of us are fighting to be right, still fighting to be proud - Fighting to be noticed... Fighting to be important... Fighting to be seen... Fighting to be vindicated... Fighting to be respected... God never asked us to fight for these things. Therefore I am grateful to fight to be broken, to fight to lay down... At his feet. To fight to love & and forgive above myself. To fight for humility and to fight to stay low so that only he would stand up in me. To Fight to stay down, ever fighting to be still, and fighting to turn the other cheek. Fighting against myself, fighting against my will, fighting against my own esteem, control, and self-preservation.  Thank you, Lord, for your heavy hand upon me! I would rather lay in humility on the floor of your courts for eternity - than to stand in the heights of the World for a lifetime on...

GOD! Why do you have me here?Why is this happening to me?  Why is this so hard? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!? Why won't they change! How much longer Lord!! When will this stop!!    Bearing the battle scars of Love Warfare our deepest and raging heart cry to the Lord tends to be such, as the feeling of a pressure on our soul can torment us with crushing forces beyond our control - fighting to level our emotions and maintain our ground these are all questions that ring with the same cry and anguish in our warfare. Yet God still has the same answer to us all in this grueling pursuit - it's what he has said to us from the beginning. LOVE!  We all know the story of the fierce love of Romeo and Juliet, a passion and a love so strong that both lovers took their lives to escape the fate of their enemies who sought to keep them apart. What a story of such fierce raging love! But I know of a much greater story - the story of a God whose love was so fi...